Since 2017, not much have happened. I've been mostly sitting at home, gardening and studying music theory, or sound theory, and studying the Cult. Trying to reverse-engineer the Cult's way of working. And my own personal experience - what happened since 1996, when I was invited to Portland, Oregon by the Cult. 

As of now, 2024, I still haven't read works of Sigmund Freud and Carl Gustav Jung. This stuff is completely non-readable and non-understandable to me. 

I research AROUND it. I try to connect the dots.   I skim, I skip the unnecessary details and try to see HOW it works. Try to see the Cult's METHOD. 

I put events on timelines and maps. I  usually look at three elements: Content, Structure and Trajectory. Breaking the CHAOS down into these elements helps me to see how CHAOS works. 

I'm a linear thinker, I studied medicine. In three languages. Polish, German (in Switzerland) and English (in the USA). My thinking goes from point A to point B to point C. 

The Cult's way of thinking is completely different - the members of the Freudian/Jungian Cult/Sect/Family are non-linear thinkers. The Cult operates on loose associations, "synchronicities" and magical thinking. 

Freudian/Jungian ideas are NOT UNDERSTANDABLE to most people- the Jungian/Freudian methods hit us, the linear-thinker in the head, so to speak. We're become dumbfounded. The result is Chaos - people start fighting, not even knowing why. "They hurt what they don't understand" - that's a line from the film "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse," the film made by the Cult to create an anti-police provocation in Portland, Oregon, that lead to a tragedy. 

To recap: Sigmund Freud (1856 - 1939), Carl Gustav Jung, (1875 - 1961), were psychiatrists, Austro-Hungarian and Swiss, respectively. But they worked in the field of psychoanalysis and psychotherapy. That's a very different field than medicine. 

The Leader/Guru of the Portland Jungian Cult was said to be the successor of Carl Gustav Jung. In 1996, when the Cult tried to lure me in, the Cult told me that the Leader/Guru of Portland Cult invented everything since 1961, the Sixties, the drug "culture," all psychological, biological and cultural warfare. And even technological. 

The Leader/Guru of the Portland Cult recently passed away. But still, I'm afraid to even say his name. The Cult, his followers are very intense. The Cult retaliates heavily against anybody who says anything critical about their Leader/Guru. Even grinning was not allowed. The Cult was/is a totalitarian regime, working on imposing a totalitarian regime on all of us. Even in 2016, the Cult tried to make me "apologize" to the Leader/Guru for what I said in 1996, two decades earlier. I actually never spoke with the Leader/Guru directly. All communications went through his assistants and Cult members. It was very scary to learn in 2016 that the Leader/Guru still held a grudge. And that the Cult was still retaliating. 

The Cult threatend to "drag" me to apologize. Now, after the Leader/Guru has passed away, one things is off the list. The Cult can't "drag" me in front of him to apologize. 

The Cult is on the top of the BAMBOOZLEMENT industry - a lot of people work for the Cult, perhaps even without knowing who is creating the strategies, on top. 

Some things the Cult was saying in the late 1990s, are now coming to pass, unfortunately.  The weird talks about "aliens" and "UFOs" (all invented by the Cult). "Wokism" vs "Anti-woke" (both sides invented by the Cult.) Pushing psychedelics. 

Don't do psychedelics!!!!!!! Psychedelics are BAD for you. Psychedelics are a way of the Cult mass-poisoning people!  

And the Internet. Social isolation. We can be shown anything on the Internet, and we are supposed to believe it. 

When the Cult invited me to Portland, Oregon in 1996, the Internet was barely starting. I remember the Cult laughing that the Leader/Guru invented Google. The word "Google" and the idea. 

Now, years and decades later, I see how Google works. Some information is suppressed. While other information is pushed. Lots of information is contradictory and overwhelming. The internet is becoming more and more toxic. More nonsensical. More and more non-linear. Like the Cult. 

I'm used to going through a lot of information.  But, I 'm used to information that is organized and logical. 

I studied medicine in three languages. I graduated from medical school at the age of 24, in Poland. As a medical student, I was invited to medical internships in Germany and Switzerland, and then worked there as a doctor. After the Cult invited me to Portland, Oregon in 1996, I didn't want to work for the Cult. I wanted to be a medical doctor again, old school, a mainstream physician. I passed the medical accreditation exams in the USA in 1997, ECFMG (Educational Commission for Foreign Medical Graduates). I passed these exams on the first try. I was ready to have a medical career in the USA. 

But I couldn't find a job. I never worked as a medical doctor in the USA. I got cancelled. 

Now, I'm an elderly woman. I never made much money. I still grieve the loss of my medical career. But I'm still glad I refused to work for the Cult. 

Pill-pushers made a lot of money. A pill-pusher prescriber can make $300,000 a year or ore. 

The Cult wanted me to be an advertiser for pill-pushers, drug-pushers and psychedelic pushers. The Cult wanted me to be the "next Thomas Szasz and Stanislav Grof" - Austro-Hungarian psychiatrists who came to the USA and pushed strange ideas, reversing what is normal. And - pushing psychedelics. 

Psychedelics are BAD for you. There are many psychedelic pushers on the Internet. Don't listen to them. Psychedelics are a part of a destructive biological and psychological warfare. A part of the Cult's plan - mass de-popu-lation. 

I refused to participate in the Cult's destructive work. 

To me, being a  medical doctor requires a lot of knowledge, dedication and high moral standards. Do not harm, "primum non nocere." 

And, most importantly, 

I believe in God in Heaven. I believe in the higher power. The higher power above us all.  

I believe that everything we do, adds up.  

I said NO. I refused to work for the Cult. 

You can say NO too. 

 In 2016 and 2017, I made internet pages. I learned to make images. I was hoping that somebody would see, understand and reconsider.  Somebody or a bunch of somebodies would stop the tragedy.

But my webpages and images don't come up on Google. I received no interest in my posts, not a single comment. The tragedy in Portland, Oregon is unfolding.. And, seemingly, everywhere else.  

But I'm still here. Still hoping. 

I'm still hoping and praying - No martial law. No camps. No mass de-popu-lation. No fake "alien" invasion. No bombings. No mass madness.  No war. 

Stay healthy. Stay sane. Save us. 

iAbove is another try to explain - to help UNDERSTAND. What the "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse" was. A horrific death of a man who, on September 17, 2006, was walking home from church in downtown Portland. And, then, his death was turned into a horrific provocation orchestrated by the Cult. 

In 2013, a film came out, "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse." I was so shocked when I saw my name in the film. I was so completely flabbergasted. I just couldn't believe it. How could THEY do it?!!!!

Who is THEY? Officially, the makers of the provocation are "social activists" in Portland. Really, this provocation (and all other provocations) are made by the  Cult.

As the Cult was busy to stage the "Alien Boy" provocation, they apparently threw my name in it, to use it also a retaliation against me, because I refused to work for the Cult. 

Some background. In 1996, when the Cult invited me to Portland, the Cult wanted me to work for them. 

 I was a Medical Doctor. I'm boring. I am a very mundane, mainstream person. Which, for the Cult's purposes, was just right. 

One of the Cult's methods of advertising is,  "Doctors recommend.... this and that." In order to advertise something, as a doctor, you need to look credible. I look very credible. I'm mainstream, a real doctor, serious and nerdy. Somebody who looks and talks like a doctor.  With an accent. 

Having an accent is an additional bonus in the BAMBOOZLEMENT industry. 

Somebody who advertises psychedelics, obviously doesn't make sense. They are lying. 

Apparently, having an accent is a good thing for such type of false advertisement. There are lots of people with an accent in the BAMBOOZLEMENT industry. Aliens, reptilians, "we live in a simulation." I don't watch these videos, I just skim. There are lot of people in these videos who don't make any sense.  Some of then speak with an accent. If somebody talks nonsense with an accent, people might think that they don't understand you, because of the strange accent. Really, people don't understand, because this stuff DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. 

Aliens, reptilians, "simulation," psychedelic, all the clown-world stuff, is a TOTAL NONSENSE. Psychedelics are a copanion to this nonsense. Psychedelics are supposed to make people believe this s*t*u*f, this NONSENSE. A fake "alien invasion" without psychedelics  isn't going to work. The Cult pushes psychedelics to make people confused. Psychedelics are BAD for you!

I learn English late in life. I have a strong accent. The persons who I was supposed to be role-modeled after, Thomas Szasz and Stanislav Grof had accents too. To recap, Thomas Szasz and Stanislav Grof, were Austro-Hungarian medical doctors, psychiatrists, who moved to the USA and propagated Cult's weird ideas. Reversing what is normal. Pushing the weird. Psychedelics included. 

For the Cult, having a mainstream - looking  Medical Doctor with an exotic accent was a good idea. They wanted to have a "next" medical doctor-advertiser, to advertise nonsense. 

In 1996, I read the books the Cult told me to read, by Thomas Szasz and Stanislav Grof, and I was astonished. I had my opinion about it. I'm a very polite person. So I expressed my opinion politely. My opinion was negative. Very negative. NO!!!!!!!!

The Cult was upset. Subsequently, some people in the Cult, started retaliating at me, pointing the finger at me, calling me "mainstream." This was a very bad word for the Cult. Being called "Mainstream" was like being called names. It was 1996. Nobody else was using the word "mainstream" at the time, except for the Cult. The Cult invented everything  including the vocabulary! 

In the late 1990s, there were many people in the Cult who had mental health issues. Some persons had history of being hospitalized. These persons became very upset at me. Because I was a "mainstream doctor." 

But.... I didn't have anything to do them. I wasn't THEIR doctor. I was on a different continent, in Europe, when they were hospitalized. There was an age difference. I was a child, or a teenager, when the person or persons were hospitalized, or given a mental health diagnosis. 

But, for the Cult, it didn't matter. Blaming, shaming, pointing the finger at, was/is the Cult's METHOD. A wide net of blame. 

For the Cult, anything goes to blame a person, or a group of people, to make people upset. 

Stay sane. Stay healthy.  Stay focused. Do good. 

Subsequently, in the late 1990s, the Cult members became so upset at me, that I stopped even saying that I was a medical doctor. I studied for my medical accreditation in the USA (ECFMG) in secret, without telling the Cult. It was because the Cult didn't like "mainstream" medicine. 

The Cult wanted medicine to become "alternative," where the Cult members would be conducting "healings" by tricks. The Cult was giving hypnotic suggestions, feeding people psychedelics and working on people's "dreams," or psychedelic-induced hallucinations. When you hear things now like "lucid dreaming," or "living in a simumation" - this is all invented by the Cult!!!!! 

In the late 1990s, the Cult was laughing that they would "bring people down back to the stone age." The Cult was saying - people - "s-tu-pid" people. The Cult considered themselves geniuses. The rest of the humanity, to the Cult, was "stu-p-id." 

We are not "stu-pid". I don't use this word. I don't even want to write it. 

 I say, we, the people. Or peasants. We, the people/peasants. 

I'm a peasant, actually. My great-grandparent and grandparents were peasants - farmers. My parents were school teachers. I became a medical doctor. But I'm still a peasant at heart. I love nature, health, and being practical and reasonable. Doing good. 

Stay sane. Do good. 

Years and decades later, it looks like the Cult is having their way. Recently, in 2023, I read an article in the Washington Post about a girl who was mis-diagnosed for 10 years. The girl's parents spent a fortune on psychotherapy. 

The article was, "She Was Headed to a Locked Psych Ward. Then an ER Doctor Made a Startling Discovery." The "startling discovery" was giving the young woman a basic diagnostic test - a CT scan (a 3 dimensional X-ray). The diagnosis was hydrocephalus - so called "water in the brain." The girl was mis-diagnosed for 10 years. Her parents spent $180,000 on six months of treatment with psychotherapy. 

Hydrocephalus requires brain surgery, not psychotherapy. Any mainstream medical doctor in my generation would have diagnosed the girl correctly ten years earlier. 

Or, "Havana Syndrome." Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI). In World War I and World War II it was called being "shell-shocked." An brain injury after being near waves of air moving rapidly, or loud sounds (explosions). The sounds can also be outside of the normal range of hearing (sonic weapons). The symptoms are typical of brain injury, textbook.  But the "experts" in the media call Havana Syndrome a "mysterious illness" or a "mass hysteria." 

The Cult is having its way. Destroying mainstream medicine. 

Or, the involuntary movements of facial muscles. Tardive dyskinesia. Or, ortho-mandibular dyskinesia aka dystonia. Involuntary movements of the tongue. Side-effects of many medications. Ten second diagnosis for a mainstream doctor in my generation. But, there's a super-crazy madness theory on the Internet about the "reptilians" (snake people) living among us (no, they are not). According to the crazy theories, the "Reptilians" are said to be characterized by sticking out their tongue. I actually can recognize (easily) who is doing it on purpose (as a part of the Cult's clown-world), and who has actual tarditive Tardive dyskinesia - symptoms of side effects of medications. 

And so on and so forth. 

The opioid epidemic. "Doctors started over-prescribing opioid pain medications." But why? In my generations, doctors would lose their license immediately for doing stuff like that. 

Stay sane. Stay healthy. Find a real doctor. 

The thing that really gets me is the bees. 

In the late 1990s the Cult was saying that they were doing experiments on bees - feeding psychedelics to bee colonies. Bees on LSD. The bees got so confused, that they couldn't do their normal work - they couldn't find food - whatever they eat normally - the nectar. The bees couldn't maintain the beehive - because they couldn't get organized. After being fed psychedelics, LSD, the bee colony collapsed. 

The Cult was saying that the Portland Leader/Guru developed the idea to do it to our human "colony" - to poison us with psychedelics, like the bees.  

The Leader/Guru, as I was told, developed the idea of "Matrix" - the "Red Pill" - under the pretext of enlightenment, mass-poisoning people with psychedelics, so to co-lla-pse the human colony. How horrible. 

Stay sane. Stay save. Don't do psychedelics. Save our human colony. 

So, the inclusion of my name in the Portland provocation film "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse" was the Cult's retaliation for me refusing to work for the Cult. And me refusing to be the Leader/Guru's personal assistent. To assist him in his very personal expansion project. 

I'm glad I said no. I'm glad I refused. 

I never made much money. Pill-mill pushers made $300,000  or more a year.

The most money I've ever made in the USA was $20 (so so) an hour as a crisis responder in Portland, Oregon. The $20 an hour was my pay. And the film "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse," where the mental health/behavioral health agency I worked for co-produced anti-police provocation film. where the film makers point the finger at me. Subsequently, I was fired from my job mental health/behavioral health agency. 

And a floodgate of harassment opened. The ladies who used to be my crisis-responder teammates, the Cult members, my former team mates from work actually...  I'll skip the details. 

Anyway, years and decades later, I'm still here. I'm still glad I refused to work for the Cult. I'm so glad I had the strength.

I thank God in Heaven for it. 

My religion is simple. I believe in the Higher Power above. God in Heaven. 

After learning, from the Cult, that the Cult has infiltrated all religious groups, I simplified. I just believe in God in Heaven. Simple as that. 

The Cult infiltrates religious institutions. But the Cult can't infiltrate God. 

I thank God in Heaven for helping me to refuse to work for the Cult. 

You can refuse too. 

You can save our human colony. 

Stay sane. Stay focused. Do good. 

Old content from 2015 & 2017 is below.

I decided to keep it here. 

I removed some of the links that no longer work. The content is repetitive. It was 2015, my first experience with putting things on the Internet. I thought that if I repeat words, Google would find the page and list it. That people would read it and react. And save Portland, Oregon from the provocations and the tragedy. I didn't know that Google can hide informaiton - unlist it. These days, 2020s, it's called "shadow-banning." I occasionally look up what is happening in Portland, Oregon and what's going on with the "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse" provocation. The provocation is still going. How horrible. 

I pray and hope that there will be no war, no camps, no martial law. 

God in Heaven, help us!

Hi, I'm Ela Howard. This webpage is to document some of the death threats and harassment I've been subjected so far(I'm not going to get into the most gruesome content). And the weird and/or violent stuff that appeared on the internet at the same time.

I have been threatened to be "erased with no trace." I want to live. I'm trying to make a TRACE.

My other webpages/blogs are about what went on for years. My 12 years of work for Cascadia Behavioral Health in Portland Oregon where I was a civilian crisis response clinician going out with the police to respond to crisis calls... The death of James Chasse in the hands of the police on September 17, 2006... The gigantic provocation that followed... The "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse" film (2013) where the officers who killed James Chasse smile and grimace, and... the I'm being presented as... somehow.... accountable for Chasse's death... Cascadia, my employer, co-produced the film. Besides forging the info in the film, there were years and years of misleading info in the media, forgeries of legal documents, including grand jury, 3 court cases and a federal investigation... The draining of taxpayers' money... to stage an anti-police provocation. 

In 2014, Cascadia fired me for "asking questions" and "poking around." No lawyer in Portland wanted to talk to me. I filed a court case myself, as self representing. Cascadia didn't respond. I filed for a default judgment. The judge dismissed my court case. 

Meanwhile, I was subjected to horrible harassment, including by my former co-workers. And more harassment and death threats. More death threats. My cries for help... It's a whole bunch of Long Stories.

My internet content in progress to make a TRACE.

ElaHowardPortland.com

ElaHowardPortland.wordpress.com

James Chasse was a Christian who was targeted since high school.  On September 17, 2006, he was walking from church. A police officer and a sheriff's deputy followed him, pursued him and threw him to the ground. Then they took him to jail. They subjected him to massive injuries and caused his death. James Chasse died. The officers were not charged. After the death of James Chase an intense wave of "social activism" was unrolled with blogs, news, demonstrations, lawsuits... Except... this "social activism" turned out to be a... pseudo-activism. It turned out to be a giant provocation ran by provocateurs and a network of ... a Cult who call themselves ".... ." (I redacted it in 2024, I'm too afraid of the Cult). The members of the"..... " Cult are in all kinds key positions, including Cascadia, my former employer. The "social activist" who led the "outcry" was actually... in cahoots with the culprits. The community was terrified by the horrifying way James Chasse was killed. The community was pitted against the police and vice versa. 

The same hand has been playing both sides. The same hand has been holding all the cards.

The pseudo-activists made the film "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse..." The film covers up for the real culprits and is filled with lies...  It incites violence.  It uses a song "go and grab your gu-n, you're always on the run, 'cause she's an alien..." "you have no rights at all...." "Go get this piece of scum." In the film a Nazi/Satanist/terrorist-inciting punk rock band "Poison Idea" is presented as "friends" of James Chasse.  The establishment and the media keeps from the public that pseudo-activist and the the producer of "Alien Boy," Jason Renaud is actually... the assistant to the president of the Oregon Euthanasia network. The media presents him as a "social activist" and an "expert" in police accountability.

And so it goes... The ones responsible for James Chasse's death keep being rewarded... More and demonstrations were staged, more and more violence, more and more tension between the community and the police...  Big $$$  money kept flowing to the pockets of choice...  Politicians were elected with the help of the pseudo-activists. The provocation kept growing and growing.... And it keeps growing...

Besides of what the provocateurs did to me, the Portland Provocation Machine has prepared a huge anti-Semitic smear. Right now, it's just sitting on the Internet.

It's horrible.  It's ugly.  Please don't believe it!!!

Please find my pages!  And Please find a way to save US all !!!!!!!!

PortlandSecret.wordpress.com is a summary of the comments I made in Portland press in early 2016.  My comments can be also found on the Oregonian webpage and on Discuss. Some of my comments were deleted.  There was no reaction.  And I was subjected to more grusome death threats and intimidation and told to "shut up."  I stopped making comments and stopped updating my webpages.  Now, in the spring of 2017, I gathered my courage to start writing again, even though so far I haven't got any response.

Now, slowly, I'm getting to the really bad stuff, that is, the description of the harassment.  First, the intro:

I came from Poland to Portland, Oregon in 1996 when I was 29. My name is Ela, but I made the page ellahoward.net under "Ella" to increase the possibility to be found by the search engines.

I also created a Facebook page Ela Howard Blogger for the same purpose; to document the horrible harassment I've been under.
My personal Facebook page is facebook.com/ela.howard.5
 - NOT the page with a profile picture where a woman jumps of the cliff and there's a diving platform over a frozen lake and there are remarks about death and being dead.  And the twitter account @ela_howard with some really weird tweets is not mine either. And the page that comes up about marijuana has nothing to do with me either. There might be also other weird things/accounts with the name Ela Howard. That's not me.

I apologize for any spelling mistakes.  I came to the USA as an adult. I speak and write Immigrant English.

It is scary for me to make this page. I might be subjected to more death threats. Every time I tried to speak up, I was threatened into silence. So I was silent.  But being silent has not saved me from being threatened even more. Silence doesn't help.

  

 

By the way, I'm not Jewish. But, for the purpose of harassing somebody, anything goes. Anybody who was identified as Jewish during World War II in Europe could be harassed and targetted. I was even harassed for having a "Jewish accent." I don't. But, it doesn't matter. Anybody can be targetted this way

Nobody wants to help me. Everybody I talked to either laughed me off, or/and discouraged me for "going after" Cascadia and the whole deception.  Everybody told me to "relax," or to leave town and"go into hiding."  I don't know where to go.  I don't have the means to flee. 

In 2014, Cascadia hired a lawyer, a "workplace mediator" under the pretense to help my supervisor Barb Snow (sister of Kate Snow, NBC anchor) to relate better"  to me as an employee. However, the lawyer used the time that was supposed to be "mediation" with me to intimidate me with a death reference - while talking to me, this "lawyer" showed me a picture of a cake decorated with gravestones my Cascadia supervisor brought to work. Instead of "workplace mediation," the "lawyer" was trying to provoke me. Fortunately, I didn't respond to the provocation. Subsequently, in November 2014, Cascadia fired me. 

In 2015, I I filed a Civil Rights complaint with Portland Civil Rights division of Bureau of Labour and Industries against my former employer Cascadia. The BOLI investigator who spoke with me on the phone acted as if she ouldn't understand follow the conversation.  Even though I submitted a detail questionnaire she should have read before the conversation, she acted as if she had never heard of the death of the James Chasse, the years of activism, lawsuits and the Federal investigation that had been on the news for 9 years.  She couldn't understand the meaning of Cascadia co-producing an ultra-provocative film "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse" and putting my name in. She told me that Cascadia submitted a 2 inch thick file documenting my wrongdoings and that she was going to dismiss my case. I told her that the documentation was submitted by Cascadia was forged.  I told her how the Cascadia lawyer - "workplace mediator" treated me.  The investigator told me, "but Cascadia said the lawyer was respectable."  BOLI dismissed my case.

I had an interview with Portland BOLI investigator on December 28, 2015.

I called it a “Cake Day." It is because of a coincidence - my interview with Portland BOLI investigator was on the day BOLI sized financial assets of the bakery Sweet Cakes as their fine for not baking a wedding cake for a lesbian couple.  BOLI awarded $135,000 to the lesbian couple - a payout from the bakery who refused to bake the cake.

But BOLI dismissed my. A complaint of an employee who's name was used by the employer in a provocation film. 

After Cascadia fired me in 2014, I immediately started being subjected to gruesome acts of intimidation on the street and in public places.  Throughout 2015 (this is when I first noticed them) there were violent videos appearing in my browser when I googled my name. I just googled my name. Like the one, with the title "ELA Project." It depicts a car crash, seemingly fatal,  The text talks about death and shooting.  The song goes, "we like to smoke weed, we like to have fun..." then the car crash, and later, a kid beats up another kid.  When I click on this video, another list of videos appeared  One, also called "Ela Project" is about "Hitler preparing for a fight." It depicts boys talking about Hitler, using heavy anti-Semitic slurs, saluting Hitler and engaging in a fight with a Jewish boy. Another video "Schindler's List" starts with music, but then progresses into a fight and stabbing of a Jewish boy.  And some other videos, really weird and scary ones.

In the summer of 2015, somebody stuck a piece of paper in my mailbox that said "Ela Project x." Nothing else.  I didn't know what to think of it. I've been under harassment for a long time. I didn't know what to do about about the "Ela Project x" letter, so I threw it into recycling.  But then more and more direct harassment kept happening. I looked at the videos and discovered that "ELA" on the internet means English Language and Arts project.  The project is for kids.  But... there were some extremely violent videos on it. 

September 17, 2015 there was a "night of rage" demonstration, commemorating the anniversary when James Chasse was killed in Portland, Oregon. September 17 is the day of the American Constitution, the best constitution ever. 

September 17, 2015 was the ninth anniversary of the death of James Chasse, the man the film "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse" is about, the film where the filmmakers/producers used my name for their fictionalized crisis responder character and covered up for my employer Cascadia. In the "Alien Boy" Cascadia , the behavioral health/mental health agency is not mentioned. James Chasse was Cascadia client. He had a case manager and a medical doctor who were paid to provide care for him. But they aren't in the film. 

 The filmmakers cast "Ela Howard" character as a wrongdoer. None of this makes sense. 

The film triggered a whole wave of unrest in Portland. The community member and the police were pitted against each other. People suffered and died.  There were attacks on police officers. The provocateurs took the film to festivals and internationally. 

Since the death of James Chasse on September 17, 2006 instead of celebrating the Constitution, the provocateurs made the kids and grown-ups in Portland demonstrate AGAINST the country. The provocateurs stage demonstrations that include burning the American Flag. How horrible. 

Cascadia Behavioral Health, my former employer, has co-produced the film "Alien Boy" and set me up as a target. The main producer is Jason Renaud, who for years has been presented as an "activist" in Portland, but really, he is an Assistant to the President of the Oregon Euthanasia network "Compassion and Choices." But all this is kept behind the curtain.  My co-workers in Cascadia who set me up as a target in the "Alien Boy/ Alien Girl" provocation are a part of a Cult called "......." with headquarters in Switzerland and outposts all over the world, including Portland, Oregon. Members of the "......." Cult go all over the world, focusing on war zones and places of conflict. In Portland, the "......." Cult members hold key positions in many crucial agencies, but it's kept behind the curtain too.  The director of "Alien Boy" is Brian Lindstrom, who made the film together with his famous wife Cheryl Strayed who is famous for shooting up heroin and having ultra-promiscuous sex, and eating human remains (human ashes) on camera and... walking the Pacific Crest Trail, writing a memoir "Wild" and having a movie made, under the same title, "Wild." Cheryl Strayed is presented as a "guru" who preaches that she had learned her life lessons from shooting up heroin.

Cheryl Strayed really should be famous for making a provocation film that conceals how James Chasse really died. In her film "Alien Boy," Cheryl Strayed presented the Portland Satanist/Nazi/terrorist band as "friends of James Chasse." Alien Boy/Alien Girl song directs its followers to "go grab a gun" and chase after Aliens and go "go get this piece of scum" (the "Alien").  In Portland Oregon, this is considered "social activism."  The "Alien Boy" filmmakers collected tax-deductible donations.

In her work, Cheryl Strayed collaborates with Portland terrorism guru Chuck Palahniuk, author of "Fight Club," a novel that was made into a movie.  The "....."  Cult had used the work of Chuck Palahniuk as their "blueprint". "......"  is a network of ultra-rich Cultists/Occultists with networks all over the world where they "fish" for victims (like me), patsies and young angry men to lure them into their provocations."....." Cult is based on the works of Sigmund Freud and Carl Gustav Jung. 

The "Ela Howard scene" in in the film Alien Boy is dated September 15 - the date when Nazi Germany announced their "racial exclusion laws" in 1935 under Hitler.  I'm not Jewish, but apparently, for the purpose for "Hunt after Aliens," the hunters/provocateurs can target whoever they want. 

September 15 1935 marked the date in Germany where anybody could be targeted as "Jewish." Somebody who's grandparent was Jewish, or something like that. People who didn't even know that they had Jewish ancestry. 

When somebody is targetted - anything goes - I've been subjected to a "hunt" - intimidated on the street with horrible slurs.  Weird objects were put on my yard - rotten meat and excrement in plastic bags, a dead animal (seemed like a road kill), broken pieces of a doll.... stuff was smeared on my door - a brown substance - excrement or blood.  There were weird signs and numbers written on my sidewalk. At first, I thought it was just kids playing, but then I started researching and it seems like these signs could have been the Nazi occult writings called "runes." Only last year I realized that the number "88" - the number that was written several times on the sidewalk outside the house where I used to live - in Nazi code means "Heil Hitler."  When I started doing my research in 2015 I started discovering one thing after another. There were weird "ela howard" things all over the internet, including women that sort-of looked like me, with references to death, or some gruesome stuff.  There was an "ellahoward.com" webpage that had no real content in it, and the owner was an advertising and marketing firm in Gibraltar (that's Spain) that has a red liquid that looks like spilling blood as their intro.

I want to live. 

And if I don't, I want to make a trace. 

I will work on creating more pages and images. I hope that somebody will notice. 

Maybe I'll manage to push out/squish the scary stuff.  I sure hope so.